today's a really bad day man....not feeling well yet still gota spend my afternoon trying to expain stuff that i still do not see where the prob lies!how i hate chatting with ppl who do not see my point at times...ppl who chose to read between the lines...ppl who doubt and not trust what i said..and he actually used payback time..hello!!think i'm better than that alright..not so petty till have to do stuff like that!damn!& i seriously hate it when ppl watever me!Fark man!!how rude is that?!WATEVER!!!this word shd be banish from the dictionary man!
have been feeling ill since last nite already....coughing like i juz kana TB!!cough till i puke!and got nag and scolded by mum somemore..for being sick!!how sad rite...then this morning got fever...38.2...think the flu bug's landing soon as well....wat a way to start my new week ya!!damn!(and mic if u r reading this i'm sure u are the carrier...HEADQUARTERS!)
Val juz sms me saying she juz broke off with her bf....really appreciate her letting me know and confiding in me.Like what she said,i was rite from the beginning abt their relationship...but that's not the point lah.Like i told her,at the end of the day if she think what she's doing is rite then all we can do is to support.And Val is someone that i always have faith in..one whom i admire alot coz once she step foot on something,she never look back till she succeed.same when it comes to relationship...she never dwell and get back on her feet real fast...that's the way ger!!
back to my coughing fits....i'm seriosuly coughing till my stomach hurts..my back starts to hurt AGAIN!!and now i dun even dare to talk...coz i never know when i'll start coughing non-stop......*cry* my mum dun even allow me to eat spicy food and chilli till i recover!!ARRGHHHH!!!!!!!isnt that telling me no food till i recover?!what's life w/o spice/chilli??????
Sunday, February 13, 2005
Pictures!Yeah!
these are some pictures taken on the 2nd day of cny...too lazy and tired to upload..so only 3 pictures...*smilez*
mama,puppy & moi!
me & mama!
me and my cousins!
mama,puppy & moi!
me & mama!
me and my cousins!
Thursday, February 10, 2005
Dreamland?!
Nice Pic!
we've come so far...
best sisters!
did i drink alot today?!no idea man....juz had prata with val & rach at thomson!!YUMMIE!!!!but too shaq to blog........Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
Monday, February 07, 2005
Is there truly a pot of gold at the end of each rainbow?
Is it always disappointment after having hope?is there truly a pot of gold at the end of each rainbow?i never like to have hope in everything i do..for a very simple reason...i'm afraid of disappointment...very for a matter of fact.
Optimist i may be,but at times i can be vulnerable too...so much that i can no longer comfort myself.Totally lost control over my mind and heart...no longer know the Vic that i myself know......i have to admit i'm a very down to earth & rational lass but this time round,i'm not so sure.Feels like the whole world had juz came crushing down on me...every little thing will trigger my tears now...my tears have been so worthless lately.
I juz wana be left alone....very alone..juz me,my CD,my monkey and my worthless tears.....
Optimist i may be,but at times i can be vulnerable too...so much that i can no longer comfort myself.Totally lost control over my mind and heart...no longer know the Vic that i myself know......i have to admit i'm a very down to earth & rational lass but this time round,i'm not so sure.Feels like the whole world had juz came crushing down on me...every little thing will trigger my tears now...my tears have been so worthless lately.
I juz wana be left alone....very alone..juz me,my CD,my monkey and my worthless tears.....
Bread or Love?
stayed home the whole day today....didnt even go to church....gota go confession next sat...bu huhu(mama kept nagging)
managed to pack my room today..hahha!!not a fantastic job but STILL!!packed and came across some stuff that brought back many memories..sms Hanse a while ago and got the good news that he'll be getting married soon.bitter-sweet for me thou...sincerely happy for him that he has found his true happiness,yet on the other hand a little disappointed.Guess that's life ya..what's urs will never run and wat's never to be urs will never ever be.....i've learnt that the hard way,very hard.Its such an ironic feeling,when a couple's in a relationship,they'll say/plan so much for the future,wat to expect together..blah blah....then at the end of the day u see the other party end up with another gal/guy..its simply an awkard feeling..if that's the word to use.Have been saying very cliche stuff lately but well..if u truly love someone,u would want him/her to be happy,be it with u or someone else.REAL TOUGH but life sometimes juz leave us with not much choices...
gota head to the gym tmr!slack for the whole week so tmr gota buck up!hahah!!will go chinatown 1st to get some CDs...wana get the Jay Chou live in concert.Finally no work this week so better do the stuff i wana do man!!After chinatown will go gym..then do some last min shopping!hahah!!wana get shoes!!!
like i mention in my last few blogs...did ALOT of thinking lately...shared some,kept some...thinking abt my journey thru life...i wouldnt dare said i've been thru alot but definitely enough to reflect.Wat i thought were impt to me in the past are no longer impt anymore...and vice versa.One very big issue's $$...it can no longer satisfy me.I'll be slapping myself if i'm to say its not impt..but surely not THAT impt.Wat Rach always say to me,if a prob can be solved using $$..it'll no longer be called a prob.How true isnt it?but yet there're so many things in life that cant be bought or be solved using $$!can we buy back time??How i wish...(i really do!)but we cant..$$ can only bring us happiness from the outside in...its true happiness that comes from the inside out.A very cliche sentence again...Bread or Love?i would definitely chose bread in the past...but now?Love....guess i need not explain any further..material over emotions??nahh...not for me!bread & Love..both happiness ya..but bread satisfy us from the outside in..Love??its only emotions that comes from the inside....seriously...how many of us can really find true love???i believe i had,but yet i allow it to slip thru my fingers.....
Lord,will you bring him back into my life again?I'm sure regret's a form of punishment for me from You...but i truly ask You Lord to give me a 2nd chance.......if only You are listening to my prayers....Amen
managed to pack my room today..hahha!!not a fantastic job but STILL!!packed and came across some stuff that brought back many memories..sms Hanse a while ago and got the good news that he'll be getting married soon.bitter-sweet for me thou...sincerely happy for him that he has found his true happiness,yet on the other hand a little disappointed.Guess that's life ya..what's urs will never run and wat's never to be urs will never ever be.....i've learnt that the hard way,very hard.Its such an ironic feeling,when a couple's in a relationship,they'll say/plan so much for the future,wat to expect together..blah blah....then at the end of the day u see the other party end up with another gal/guy..its simply an awkard feeling..if that's the word to use.Have been saying very cliche stuff lately but well..if u truly love someone,u would want him/her to be happy,be it with u or someone else.REAL TOUGH but life sometimes juz leave us with not much choices...
gota head to the gym tmr!slack for the whole week so tmr gota buck up!hahah!!will go chinatown 1st to get some CDs...wana get the Jay Chou live in concert.Finally no work this week so better do the stuff i wana do man!!After chinatown will go gym..then do some last min shopping!hahah!!wana get shoes!!!
like i mention in my last few blogs...did ALOT of thinking lately...shared some,kept some...thinking abt my journey thru life...i wouldnt dare said i've been thru alot but definitely enough to reflect.Wat i thought were impt to me in the past are no longer impt anymore...and vice versa.One very big issue's $$...it can no longer satisfy me.I'll be slapping myself if i'm to say its not impt..but surely not THAT impt.Wat Rach always say to me,if a prob can be solved using $$..it'll no longer be called a prob.How true isnt it?but yet there're so many things in life that cant be bought or be solved using $$!can we buy back time??How i wish...(i really do!)but we cant..$$ can only bring us happiness from the outside in...its true happiness that comes from the inside out.A very cliche sentence again...Bread or Love?i would definitely chose bread in the past...but now?Love....guess i need not explain any further..material over emotions??nahh...not for me!bread & Love..both happiness ya..but bread satisfy us from the outside in..Love??its only emotions that comes from the inside....seriously...how many of us can really find true love???i believe i had,but yet i allow it to slip thru my fingers.....
Lord,will you bring him back into my life again?I'm sure regret's a form of punishment for me from You...but i truly ask You Lord to give me a 2nd chance.......if only You are listening to my prayers....Amen
Sunday, February 06, 2005
Class 95 rocks tonite!
out the whole day with rach(half a day to be precise)...both of us went home feeling damn pissed!but well...we honestly dun have to over a not very impt person...crap!!
went last min cny shopping..haha!!i finally bought SOMETHING!not quite in the mood to shop lately so ya...rach's going on a 'hot date' tmr!!!!hahaha!!wish her all the best man!!we had a really good chat these 2 days(face 2 face,phone & msn)...told her stuff that have been in my heart all this while..stuff that happened lately,stuff that i thought i would never ever share with,stuff that have been so close to my heart..felt really good after talking & sharing.So much had happened lately,so its great to have a frd to share it with..a frd who's always there...and thanks for putting up with all my endless complains....honestly i really duno wat i'll do w/o rach this buddy...she too shared alot with me and i really appreciate that!most imptly thanks for always standing on my side and never doubting wat i do or the decisions i made....that's wat true frds are for!*touched*
me & rach went serangoon gardens last nite with 2 other frds for dinner...a shitty evening but other than that the sushi teh there's quite cool!!food alright lah..but atmosphere really good(gota remove ur shoes!!).Always enjoy gg to the coffeebean there but last nite was a total disappointment..dun wana bring it up anymore.But me and rach had fun walking home..to HER HOME in fact...CHEATER!!!!hahaha!!but we had a good walk and a good chat too...gossip and juz talk abt EVERYTHING!(gota know something from rach that pissed me off big time too!)that's the kinda conversation i enjoy..me & rach have develop some kinda telepathy thingy lately...hahahaha!!!its really cool!!guess i really cant run away from this good frd man!!
gota stay home to clean my room tmr.....my mum simply ignore my messy room!!!haiz....alright lah...gota do wat i gota do rite...bo bian!!cant believe it'll be a NEW YR in 3 days time!have already made plans for my cny holidays...hahah!!wed going dbo drinking with RACH!yeah!then sat gg dinner at jimmy's place with the gals!follow by KTV!!!Yippie!!!!cant wait!!havent seen jess for a while....juz recieve her wedding invite today..less than a mth to her wedding!!!wahhhhhh!!!THAT I REALLY CANT WAIT!!!*BIG SMILE*
**Class 95's playing really cool songs tonite!lalala.....laalaalala**
went last min cny shopping..haha!!i finally bought SOMETHING!not quite in the mood to shop lately so ya...rach's going on a 'hot date' tmr!!!!hahaha!!wish her all the best man!!we had a really good chat these 2 days(face 2 face,phone & msn)...told her stuff that have been in my heart all this while..stuff that happened lately,stuff that i thought i would never ever share with,stuff that have been so close to my heart..felt really good after talking & sharing.So much had happened lately,so its great to have a frd to share it with..a frd who's always there...and thanks for putting up with all my endless complains....honestly i really duno wat i'll do w/o rach this buddy...she too shared alot with me and i really appreciate that!most imptly thanks for always standing on my side and never doubting wat i do or the decisions i made....that's wat true frds are for!*touched*
me & rach went serangoon gardens last nite with 2 other frds for dinner...a shitty evening but other than that the sushi teh there's quite cool!!food alright lah..but atmosphere really good(gota remove ur shoes!!).Always enjoy gg to the coffeebean there but last nite was a total disappointment..dun wana bring it up anymore.But me and rach had fun walking home..to HER HOME in fact...CHEATER!!!!hahaha!!but we had a good walk and a good chat too...gossip and juz talk abt EVERYTHING!(gota know something from rach that pissed me off big time too!)that's the kinda conversation i enjoy..me & rach have develop some kinda telepathy thingy lately...hahahaha!!!its really cool!!guess i really cant run away from this good frd man!!
gota stay home to clean my room tmr.....my mum simply ignore my messy room!!!haiz....alright lah...gota do wat i gota do rite...bo bian!!cant believe it'll be a NEW YR in 3 days time!have already made plans for my cny holidays...hahah!!wed going dbo drinking with RACH!yeah!then sat gg dinner at jimmy's place with the gals!follow by KTV!!!Yippie!!!!cant wait!!havent seen jess for a while....juz recieve her wedding invite today..less than a mth to her wedding!!!wahhhhhh!!!THAT I REALLY CANT WAIT!!!*BIG SMILE*
**Class 95's playing really cool songs tonite!lalala.....laalaalala**
Wednesday, February 02, 2005
6 more days to CNY??
Another tired day juz past....
Suppose to go drinking with mic but gota wk OT and reallllly damn tired as well...with my damn backache..no amt of alchohol can make me smile anymore man!*cry*
its less than a week to cny!!omg!!so fast.......still havent got my ny clothes...but this yr i'm really not in the mood...dun even feel the presence of cny approaching...not a tiny bit of it....but i know i can have a good rest!!THAT'S FOR SURE!juz wana 'nua' at home.......
Have plans to go dinner with the gers during cny..but no idea where!!jess cant eat seafood so alot of chinese restaurant's out....my mind's really blank...IDEAS IDEAS!!!i need ideas!!
i know i'll sound like a whiny,grumpy woman again but my stoopid backache's really killing me and sucking up ALL my energy!that sounds so cliche but it really is!i'm going crazy man!!its making me soooo pek cek every single day!!nothing seems rite..the worse part is that the pain's so irritating till its affecting my beauty sleep...KILL ME MAN!!can u imagine...feeling damn tired physically yet cant sleep....torture sia!!esp for someone who lovessss to zzzzzzzz.....
Haiz...morale have reached -1000000 lately...doing lots of thinking..thinking and thinking...have not over worked my pweeny brain for a while already!so much comes into my mind..people,scenerios,past happenings,decisions that i have made over the yrs,regrets,happiness..........
i'm tired...too tired to think,too tired to type....guess i can only pray.....
Remember,O most gracious Virgin Mary,that never was known that
anyone who fled to your protection,implored your help,or sought your intercession,
was left unaided.Inspired with this confidence,i fly onto you,Virgin of virgins,my Mother.To you i come,before you i stand,sinful and sorrowful.Mother of the Word incarnate,despise not my petitions,but in your mercy hear and answer me. AMEN
Suppose to go drinking with mic but gota wk OT and reallllly damn tired as well...with my damn backache..no amt of alchohol can make me smile anymore man!*cry*
its less than a week to cny!!omg!!so fast.......still havent got my ny clothes...but this yr i'm really not in the mood...dun even feel the presence of cny approaching...not a tiny bit of it....but i know i can have a good rest!!THAT'S FOR SURE!juz wana 'nua' at home.......
Have plans to go dinner with the gers during cny..but no idea where!!jess cant eat seafood so alot of chinese restaurant's out....my mind's really blank...IDEAS IDEAS!!!i need ideas!!
i know i'll sound like a whiny,grumpy woman again but my stoopid backache's really killing me and sucking up ALL my energy!that sounds so cliche but it really is!i'm going crazy man!!its making me soooo pek cek every single day!!nothing seems rite..the worse part is that the pain's so irritating till its affecting my beauty sleep...KILL ME MAN!!can u imagine...feeling damn tired physically yet cant sleep....torture sia!!esp for someone who lovessss to zzzzzzzz.....
Haiz...morale have reached -1000000 lately...doing lots of thinking..thinking and thinking...have not over worked my pweeny brain for a while already!so much comes into my mind..people,scenerios,past happenings,decisions that i have made over the yrs,regrets,happiness..........
i'm tired...too tired to think,too tired to type....guess i can only pray.....
Remember,O most gracious Virgin Mary,that never was known that
anyone who fled to your protection,implored your help,or sought your intercession,
was left unaided.Inspired with this confidence,i fly onto you,Virgin of virgins,my Mother.To you i come,before you i stand,sinful and sorrowful.Mother of the Word incarnate,despise not my petitions,but in your mercy hear and answer me. AMEN
Tuesday, February 01, 2005
I've never felt like this before.....
it has been ages since i last blog......i'm honestly getting bored of blogging liao...who comes to my blog anyway?!but well...
feeling physically stressed lately...my backache's acting up again....its really spoiling my mood and i absolutely hate it!hate it when i'm not able to control my own emotions..1000000 times worse than PMS..I SWEAR!it got so bad till its affecting my sleep and my daily life....haiz....dun wish to cont..
i'm seriously dead beat..i need a good rest...a good sleep....and a good shoulder to cry and lean on.....so much have happened within the span of a week....is it day or night now?monday or tue?dead or alive?i have no idea....
O Most merciful Lord
You are the God who works wonders
In my great need & distress
I open my heart now before You
Through Your apostle, St Jude
May Your will be done in my life
feeling physically stressed lately...my backache's acting up again....its really spoiling my mood and i absolutely hate it!hate it when i'm not able to control my own emotions..1000000 times worse than PMS..I SWEAR!it got so bad till its affecting my sleep and my daily life....haiz....dun wish to cont..
i'm seriously dead beat..i need a good rest...a good sleep....and a good shoulder to cry and lean on.....so much have happened within the span of a week....is it day or night now?monday or tue?dead or alive?i have no idea....
O Most merciful Lord
You are the God who works wonders
In my great need & distress
I open my heart now before You
Through Your apostle, St Jude
May Your will be done in my life
Tuesday, January 18, 2005
*snore*
havent been feeling too well today so slept for the entire afternoon....still tired now thou..*yawn*
still!!!!!tmr's wed and i still would go for my weekly doze of alcohol at dbO..haha!!this time round rach will be gg with me along with mic obviously..haha!!got an interview tmr and thur...*keeping my fingers crossed*
izaar's band will be performing at Istana Park this sat....told him to look out for the ger with 2 pom poms!MOI!hahaha!!kidding lah..but if i'm free might really drop by..honestly wana see his band perform..
Alright...today's blog will be short & sweet...still not too well(not thinking well either) & wana go zzzzzz..nite ppl...
still!!!!!tmr's wed and i still would go for my weekly doze of alcohol at dbO..haha!!this time round rach will be gg with me along with mic obviously..haha!!got an interview tmr and thur...*keeping my fingers crossed*
izaar's band will be performing at Istana Park this sat....told him to look out for the ger with 2 pom poms!MOI!hahaha!!kidding lah..but if i'm free might really drop by..honestly wana see his band perform..
Alright...today's blog will be short & sweet...still not too well(not thinking well either) & wana go zzzzzz..nite ppl...
Monday, January 17, 2005
i'm tired...
was out the whole day with zhihong..went to watch Shall We Dance...WAH!not bad actually...RICHARD GERE!!total to die for man!!if only my dad looks like that boi!!AWWWWWWW.....*drool*
hahaha!!enough crap...after that walk walk ard...went bugis for dinner..had DUCK RICE AGAIN!!!hahaha!!i'm totally in love with braise duck rice lately man!!VERY till my mama's going crazy coz everytime she ask me what i wana eat i'll say DUCK RICE!heheh!!after dinner we walk to esplanade..hang ard there chit chat..walk somemore to boat quay..then some more to Raffles City..THEN somemore to PS...hahaha!!nowadays i'm so addicted to walking...walking and long distance walking!hehe!we then settle at Starbucks and chit till 11+...WAT A TIRING DAY MAN!hahaha!!but it was fun lah...catching up on old times....
oh ya..went jb on fri with mag and i totally HATE the msian custom!!THEY REJECT MY PASSPORT PHOTO!!!damn!!and put an ugly remark asking me to change my pic..and they are damn rude!!!F*** them man!!haiz...so sometime this week gota go down SIR to change....blardy hell....waste time
my wkend have been gd so far..finally done with my 9 Novenas!!so proud of myself..heheh!!but think i'll still cont bah...THINK!hehehhe!!my plan for tmr...head to the gym..walk ard then probly come home and play my SIMS City...hahahah!!so into it lately.......till mama keep nagging.....but STILL!!!hahah!!ok dorky..i'm honestly very tired......ZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzz
hahaha!!enough crap...after that walk walk ard...went bugis for dinner..had DUCK RICE AGAIN!!!hahaha!!i'm totally in love with braise duck rice lately man!!VERY till my mama's going crazy coz everytime she ask me what i wana eat i'll say DUCK RICE!heheh!!after dinner we walk to esplanade..hang ard there chit chat..walk somemore to boat quay..then some more to Raffles City..THEN somemore to PS...hahaha!!nowadays i'm so addicted to walking...walking and long distance walking!hehe!we then settle at Starbucks and chit till 11+...WAT A TIRING DAY MAN!hahaha!!but it was fun lah...catching up on old times....
oh ya..went jb on fri with mag and i totally HATE the msian custom!!THEY REJECT MY PASSPORT PHOTO!!!damn!!and put an ugly remark asking me to change my pic..and they are damn rude!!!F*** them man!!haiz...so sometime this week gota go down SIR to change....blardy hell....waste time
my wkend have been gd so far..finally done with my 9 Novenas!!so proud of myself..heheh!!but think i'll still cont bah...THINK!hehehhe!!my plan for tmr...head to the gym..walk ard then probly come home and play my SIMS City...hahahah!!so into it lately.......till mama keep nagging.....but STILL!!!hahah!!ok dorky..i'm honestly very tired......ZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzz
Thursday, January 13, 2005
Boring Life
suppose to hit the gym today but...haha!!plain lazy....
stayed at home..slack..watch dvd..surf net..Zzzzzz!!going jb with mag tmr...probly not gona do much shopping since i'm pretty broke!got so many things to buy...and jess's upcoming wedding!aiyo..$$$$$$$$$$$$!!!
Went drinking with mic last nite...had dinner with rach and jess as well b4 that...dbo was boring since there was this dating thingy..hate events!but it wasnt that packed anyway!head to zouk ard 11..music sucks man...left ard 1am..and Jess how i miss clubbing with u!reach home juz in time to watch the repeat of a tvb drama..hahahahaha!!!
damn boring....haiz!!wana go out also sian..duno where to go and who on earth will be free at 4pm in the afternoon?!haiz.......guess the only thing to do now is Zzzzz!Good nite...
stayed at home..slack..watch dvd..surf net..Zzzzzz!!going jb with mag tmr...probly not gona do much shopping since i'm pretty broke!got so many things to buy...and jess's upcoming wedding!aiyo..$$$$$$$$$$$$!!!
Went drinking with mic last nite...had dinner with rach and jess as well b4 that...dbo was boring since there was this dating thingy..hate events!but it wasnt that packed anyway!head to zouk ard 11..music sucks man...left ard 1am..and Jess how i miss clubbing with u!reach home juz in time to watch the repeat of a tvb drama..hahahahaha!!!
damn boring....haiz!!wana go out also sian..duno where to go and who on earth will be free at 4pm in the afternoon?!haiz.......guess the only thing to do now is Zzzzz!Good nite...
Sunday, January 09, 2005
its 12am sharp!
there goes another week...tmr's a NEW week again!how time flies man........
Went 'gown hunting' with rach today....set!!i'm be getting this black gown at ck tang..haha!!really love it!then rach saw one at daniel y...HOT PINK!!hehehe!!but quite nice lah!now left with white dress...hmmmm.....will c c look look lor...not easy to find nice white dress...earlier today we went some bridal shops to check out the rental rates...haiz..was telling rach y am i here with u man!!shd be searching for gown with my prince charming mah!!haiz...hahaha!!
my sunday was quite normal lah...met rach go orchard,had early lunch at sakei sushi(wrong spelling i think)..show her the dress i wana buy..then went with her look for hers..afterwhich went tanjong pagar...went back town...shop a while more then head to bishan...so blardy crowded...sian!!duno y now i seem to hate crowd..ALOT!!i was reminded by rach that we are only a mth away fron cny!!WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!think as we grow older..cny seems pretty meaningless ya...boring!but this yr probly will get the gals to my place bah...will see how lah..else will see can go whose place lor..play mahjong!hahaha!!
oh ya...can mention alittle abt my jb trip with mama on fri!its suppose to be me who do the shopping but apparently it seems like its mama who's doing the buying!!she bought 5 top and a skirt!!in 1 shop!!can u imagine!!haha!!but i also not bad lah..bought 4 pair of shoes...wahahah!!might be gg again with mag this fri...wahaah!!
ok lah...gota go watch telly liao!!
P/S:Mic, know u'll be reading this..honestly touched & flattered by ur appraisal in ur blog..guess i cant escape being ur frd ya!haha!!thank God for our fellowship!no prob man!glad u took my advise positively,u shd know..i never say nice things to keep u floating in the sky coz i know we cant cheat ourselves...not for long at least!hope u'll be strong and yes i know u can do it ger!!will keep u in my prayers...jia youuuuu!!!*smile*
Went 'gown hunting' with rach today....set!!i'm be getting this black gown at ck tang..haha!!really love it!then rach saw one at daniel y...HOT PINK!!hehehe!!but quite nice lah!now left with white dress...hmmmm.....will c c look look lor...not easy to find nice white dress...earlier today we went some bridal shops to check out the rental rates...haiz..was telling rach y am i here with u man!!shd be searching for gown with my prince charming mah!!haiz...hahaha!!
my sunday was quite normal lah...met rach go orchard,had early lunch at sakei sushi(wrong spelling i think)..show her the dress i wana buy..then went with her look for hers..afterwhich went tanjong pagar...went back town...shop a while more then head to bishan...so blardy crowded...sian!!duno y now i seem to hate crowd..ALOT!!i was reminded by rach that we are only a mth away fron cny!!WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!think as we grow older..cny seems pretty meaningless ya...boring!but this yr probly will get the gals to my place bah...will see how lah..else will see can go whose place lor..play mahjong!hahaha!!
oh ya...can mention alittle abt my jb trip with mama on fri!its suppose to be me who do the shopping but apparently it seems like its mama who's doing the buying!!she bought 5 top and a skirt!!in 1 shop!!can u imagine!!haha!!but i also not bad lah..bought 4 pair of shoes...wahahah!!might be gg again with mag this fri...wahaah!!
ok lah...gota go watch telly liao!!
P/S:Mic, know u'll be reading this..honestly touched & flattered by ur appraisal in ur blog..guess i cant escape being ur frd ya!haha!!thank God for our fellowship!no prob man!glad u took my advise positively,u shd know..i never say nice things to keep u floating in the sky coz i know we cant cheat ourselves...not for long at least!hope u'll be strong and yes i know u can do it ger!!will keep u in my prayers...jia youuuuu!!!*smile*
Thursday, January 06, 2005
2005 better be good!
heheh!!juz bought the jackie chuang's new cd..so nice!!i like 'ai wo bei zho'!!lalalalaa!!!me fave song of all all time man!!
going jb with mama tmr....havent been there for a long time man!!suppose to go with mag but well she cant make it this week....haiz....k lah...go with mama means got walking atm!!wahahaha!!!shoes shoes here i come!!!
there goes 6 days of my 2005....had my 1st drink at acid bar with rach ytd..hahhaa!!!stupid me ya...got free flow at dbo dun go went acid bar instead!mic if u r reading this...next week k?hehehe!!my 1st movie of 2005..Meet the Fockers!DAMN funny!!!hahahha!!Asss-HOOOle...hahahahahahaha
think at this moment there's only 1 thing in our mind...jess's wedding!!THE BIG DAY!!!hahaha!!since we are the bride's maid..we gota doll ourselves up..gota get new clothes!!trust me its even more impt than chinese new yr!!hahahaha!!!really cant wait...its the 1st time one of my close frd's getting married and being so involved in it feels great!
have been thinking..wat have i done for 2004?honestly i have no idea...like my msn nick, 2005 better be good!!i'm praying hard.....before i know it i'll be turning 23...such a bitter sweet number..its my fave age..y i have no idea..i juz wonder at times...wat are some other 23 yr old doing..wat have they accomplish in life?and looking back on myself....sucks ya...so i shall not go there...not even close!
Guess in life we can only look forward and not look back...too many things to reflect and regret..my life have been full of regrets(how sad)..decisions that i juz wonder y?!decisions made where at the end of the day i juz feel like kicking myself...VIC!!y do that for!?or VIC!!y say that?!i duno..i really dun....and i'm talking abt decisions that i really might regret for the rest of my life....but well!!wat's done is done..wat's said is said....at times ppl and time really make me come back to reality...was talking to mic last nite and she said time can heal(think again)...it don't seem the case for me....it really don't...time is simply not at my advantage..the longer the time..the deeper the hurt....maybe its all these lessons learnt that made me who i am now.Always think before i speak or act.Coz i know there's no longer room in my heart for any more regrets....not even abit
OK!!!!shall not go into the chim chim things in life!!hahah!i've been repeating the same song for the last half and hr!!time to go bom bom and watch telly!!!hahaha!!*enjoy*
going jb with mama tmr....havent been there for a long time man!!suppose to go with mag but well she cant make it this week....haiz....k lah...go with mama means got walking atm!!wahahaha!!!shoes shoes here i come!!!
there goes 6 days of my 2005....had my 1st drink at acid bar with rach ytd..hahhaa!!!stupid me ya...got free flow at dbo dun go went acid bar instead!mic if u r reading this...next week k?hehehe!!my 1st movie of 2005..Meet the Fockers!DAMN funny!!!hahahha!!Asss-HOOOle...hahahahahahaha
think at this moment there's only 1 thing in our mind...jess's wedding!!THE BIG DAY!!!hahaha!!since we are the bride's maid..we gota doll ourselves up..gota get new clothes!!trust me its even more impt than chinese new yr!!hahahaha!!!really cant wait...its the 1st time one of my close frd's getting married and being so involved in it feels great!
have been thinking..wat have i done for 2004?honestly i have no idea...like my msn nick, 2005 better be good!!i'm praying hard.....before i know it i'll be turning 23...such a bitter sweet number..its my fave age..y i have no idea..i juz wonder at times...wat are some other 23 yr old doing..wat have they accomplish in life?and looking back on myself....sucks ya...so i shall not go there...not even close!
Guess in life we can only look forward and not look back...too many things to reflect and regret..my life have been full of regrets(how sad)..decisions that i juz wonder y?!decisions made where at the end of the day i juz feel like kicking myself...VIC!!y do that for!?or VIC!!y say that?!i duno..i really dun....and i'm talking abt decisions that i really might regret for the rest of my life....but well!!wat's done is done..wat's said is said....at times ppl and time really make me come back to reality...was talking to mic last nite and she said time can heal(think again)...it don't seem the case for me....it really don't...time is simply not at my advantage..the longer the time..the deeper the hurt....maybe its all these lessons learnt that made me who i am now.Always think before i speak or act.Coz i know there's no longer room in my heart for any more regrets....not even abit
OK!!!!shall not go into the chim chim things in life!!hahah!i've been repeating the same song for the last half and hr!!time to go bom bom and watch telly!!!hahaha!!*enjoy*
Tuesday, January 04, 2005
Monday, January 03, 2005
Last Few pics of 2004(clubbing i mean)
Our last few clubbing pics...haha!!how i know?coz everytime we go dbo our pic will be taken and will be posted on the dbo web....so i know....hhaha!!well...these will not be the last!!i'm pretty sure of that!!*winkz*
our last clubbing trip for 2004!!(i think)
nope..this was THE last...
our last clubbing trip for 2004!!(i think)
nope..this was THE last...
RAIN!!RAIN RAIN!!!!
*yawn* juz woke up...damn tired!!during my 2 nites at downtown east i did not sleep!!can u imagine...48hrs!!crazy man!!but it was fun!!had lots of fun with the gals & mic u the ger too ya!!no sleep for 48hrs too!!hahha!!haiz...but damn!!today while i was downloading my pic...duno what the fark happen...all kana deleted!!!!so heart pain!!!luckily never take too many pictures...but still!!!
chalet was fun...countdown was alright too!!but too bad for the 3 days it kept raining...haiz!!!!never went WWW..so stayed indoors most of the time(play mahjong!)....on sat night after bbq Zhihong actually brought us to changi see ah gua & geylang to see u know wat lah ya....hahhaa!!!
So fast its already the 3rd day of 2005!!juz like my msn nick...2005 better be good!!but still wat a way to end 2004...Tsunami and stuff...such a tragic but well i'm sure all the victims and their family will be in our prayers...for a long time
today i'm really super lazy....no mood to do anything!!!hahah!!lazy to eat..lazy to blog..lazy to everything lah!!wanted to go gym but woke up so late..raining somemore..going tmr..hahah!!Jackie Chuang's new live album like not too bad rite..the one where he re-sung all the other singer's songs....hmmmmm.....esp my fave song 'ai wu be zho'...SO NICE!!!!!!
k lah...so hungry!!!going for dinner liao!!!Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
chalet was fun...countdown was alright too!!but too bad for the 3 days it kept raining...haiz!!!!never went WWW..so stayed indoors most of the time(play mahjong!)....on sat night after bbq Zhihong actually brought us to changi see ah gua & geylang to see u know wat lah ya....hahhaa!!!
So fast its already the 3rd day of 2005!!juz like my msn nick...2005 better be good!!but still wat a way to end 2004...Tsunami and stuff...such a tragic but well i'm sure all the victims and their family will be in our prayers...for a long time
today i'm really super lazy....no mood to do anything!!!hahah!!lazy to eat..lazy to blog..lazy to everything lah!!wanted to go gym but woke up so late..raining somemore..going tmr..hahah!!Jackie Chuang's new live album like not too bad rite..the one where he re-sung all the other singer's songs....hmmmmm.....esp my fave song 'ai wu be zho'...SO NICE!!!!!!
k lah...so hungry!!!going for dinner liao!!!Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
Friday, December 31, 2004
I'm blogging at the comfort of MY ROOM!!
yeah...finally in my own room blogging!!hehehe!!juz finish downloading all the stuff for my computer so shall not write much....uploading some pics taken recently!!Lots more to come i'm sure!!!*winkz* 1.22am already!!gota go pack my stuff for chalet then go zzzzz liao!!!!
2 pretty gals!hehe
Izaac's already 1 yr plus!!
nice fridge!
me & my messy room
jess wru?
2 pretty gals!hehe
Izaac's already 1 yr plus!!
nice fridge!
me & my messy room
jess wru?
Wednesday, December 29, 2004
I miss blogging.....
it have been a while since i blog man....yes yes...hardly come down here to the internet cafe so u know...they are undergoing renovation so i'm now seated at computer no.11...with 2 gays beside me...haiz....
It had been a wow week for me....given xmas was juz over...taken lots of pics but u know...cant download them here...my PC already arrive at me place last week..but i still lazy to go get the internet connection stuff done...ok i'll TRY to get it done by this week..I HOPE so too..hahaha!!!
Juz went to the gym,meeting jess and rach later at bugis..we're gona discuss the NY countdown thingy over dinner..haiz!!Val cant make it!wasted...plus Mic's pretty sick..hope she get well soon...at least soon enough to come for the chalet!!Haiz...i'm still jobless...$$ running super low man!!!!!!!!SUCKS!!
It has been SSOO long since i last blog..probly shd update ppl alittle..start from xmas..nothing much really..on xmas eve got dinner at home..afterwhich went midnight mass with Mag...mass was boring really..(shdnt be saying that ya..haha)then me and mag went 'chom chom' for supper...we then hang ard gardens till abt 4.30am!!!!well...2 gals...can talk for the whole day man!!!!plus i have not seen her for a long long time!!Xmas day was alright....woke up real late...met up with rach,val and zhihong...went kelly's place and slack..eat and watch telly....hahahaha!!slack and eat till 9+..we went ktv...sing till 1+ then HOME!!quite boring rite....hahhaa!!But i cant wait for countdown....
Haiz...alright lah...no mood to blog today also...damn tired.....shd be back soon...
It had been a wow week for me....given xmas was juz over...taken lots of pics but u know...cant download them here...my PC already arrive at me place last week..but i still lazy to go get the internet connection stuff done...ok i'll TRY to get it done by this week..I HOPE so too..hahaha!!!
Juz went to the gym,meeting jess and rach later at bugis..we're gona discuss the NY countdown thingy over dinner..haiz!!Val cant make it!wasted...plus Mic's pretty sick..hope she get well soon...at least soon enough to come for the chalet!!Haiz...i'm still jobless...$$ running super low man!!!!!!!!SUCKS!!
It has been SSOO long since i last blog..probly shd update ppl alittle..start from xmas..nothing much really..on xmas eve got dinner at home..afterwhich went midnight mass with Mag...mass was boring really..(shdnt be saying that ya..haha)then me and mag went 'chom chom' for supper...we then hang ard gardens till abt 4.30am!!!!well...2 gals...can talk for the whole day man!!!!plus i have not seen her for a long long time!!Xmas day was alright....woke up real late...met up with rach,val and zhihong...went kelly's place and slack..eat and watch telly....hahahaha!!slack and eat till 9+..we went ktv...sing till 1+ then HOME!!quite boring rite....hahhaa!!But i cant wait for countdown....
Haiz...alright lah...no mood to blog today also...damn tired.....shd be back soon...
Wednesday, December 15, 2004
It's gona rain.....
i'm sitting in front of computer no 22 at the internet cafe again...juz went to the gym..no program today..so heading home after this..probly will go supermarket to do some 'marketing' after this...
started this week with a bang!hahaa....well at least jess dropped me/us 2 'bombs'...i gladly accept them thou...hahah!!today's wed but no drinking for me..went on monday with the gals thou...this time w/o Jess!!hahaha!!she cant drink liao!!we went No 5...not too bad!!the music's good too..really good...a nice chill out place i would say....chatted for the whole nite with the gers!!all our 'thick-skin',one-sided conversation!!hahah!!but its really good...to chill out and juz talk...really cant wait for xmas + NY countdown where we'll all meet and chill out + talk even more!hahah!!!(Mic,go ok??!)
wanted to go & cut my hair BUT lazy......really hate to go to the hair dresser...so do not understand y some ppl can visit the salon every other day....so ma fan!!!everyone's like wah..ur hair very long hor..bla bla...keep very long already rite..ya lah!!obviously...but also because i lazy to go cut...so juz keep it long lor!hahahahah!!so sian....mama buying a PC only end of this week...then wait for then to deliver think gota wait till next week....+ gota install internet stuff...AIYO!!!!!!!i'm a super tech no idiot...so would like everything done up asap...
alright...gota go check my mails + send resumes...as usual..will be back!!!*winkz*
started this week with a bang!hahaa....well at least jess dropped me/us 2 'bombs'...i gladly accept them thou...hahah!!today's wed but no drinking for me..went on monday with the gals thou...this time w/o Jess!!hahaha!!she cant drink liao!!we went No 5...not too bad!!the music's good too..really good...a nice chill out place i would say....chatted for the whole nite with the gers!!all our 'thick-skin',one-sided conversation!!hahah!!but its really good...to chill out and juz talk...really cant wait for xmas + NY countdown where we'll all meet and chill out + talk even more!hahah!!!(Mic,go ok??!)
wanted to go & cut my hair BUT lazy......really hate to go to the hair dresser...so do not understand y some ppl can visit the salon every other day....so ma fan!!!everyone's like wah..ur hair very long hor..bla bla...keep very long already rite..ya lah!!obviously...but also because i lazy to go cut...so juz keep it long lor!hahahahah!!so sian....mama buying a PC only end of this week...then wait for then to deliver think gota wait till next week....+ gota install internet stuff...AIYO!!!!!!!i'm a super tech no idiot...so would like everything done up asap...
alright...gota go check my mails + send resumes...as usual..will be back!!!*winkz*
Friday, December 10, 2004
yoyoyoyo!!
I'm back!!been a while since i blog man!!at some internet cafe along city hall..haiz....no com at home...gota wait till next week!!sian!!i'm fine w/o a com really...but write my blog here cant upload pictures!!took quite a few pics this week...will load when i get the chance to!!& MIC LOK if u are reading this...I GOT NO COMPUTER LOR!!SO MUZ WAIT FOR THE PICS~!!!WAAAIIT!!
Hmmmmmmm......where should i start man!!my jobless days are ok...doing what i do best!!SLACK!!hahaha!!!shit...damn hungry now,never eat anything since morning then juz went to the gym...TIRED...later going Raffles City to buy bday present for papa..its his BDAY tmr!!probly the same old thing..SHIRT!Boring rite..i know but well..what can u get for a 60 yr old man!?
This whole week was quite ok...went clubbing with the gals on wed..didnt went last week as i was sick...mama was saying,never work then sick!!hahaha!!weather bad mah...not my fault...hehehe!!izaar juz msg me saying he's not wking there too...haiz..long story for him..probly meet up with him soon to gossip!hohohoh!!Duno what happen to jess lately..she seems so moody...val was telling me jess say she'll tell us wat happen when the time is rite...hmmm...really hope she's ok!!Rach went China...for 2 weeks!!!!!haiz.....w/o her ard so boring....nobody to go out with...RACH I MISS U!!!!!!ewww....so mushy rite...hahahahaahaha!!!(i still love men ok...)
wahh...2 more weeks to xmas!!really fast ya...before we know it,it'll be 2005!!scary how time flies man!!i'll be 23 next yr!!!!!!OH NO!!alright lah...23 sounds ok rite..hahahaha!!!val was asking me got any NY resolution...no man!!i have long not belive in that....but probly to get a new job..hahaa!!and to bring my friendship with the gers closer!!i think its the time of my life where i feel friendship's very impt to me..the support and stuff.All of us got friends..but friends that are with us thru the good & bad...not alot i would say...i've really learnt how to appreciate ppl and the gers are the few that i'll always treasure...Ewww....so mushy again!!haha!!
Alright lah...got other stuff to do..gota check my mails!!surf net...send resumes...and internet cafes charge by the hr lor!!cannot be so lor sor!!hahaha!!I"LL BE BACKKKKKKKKK....again!!*winkz*
Hmmmmmmm......where should i start man!!my jobless days are ok...doing what i do best!!SLACK!!hahaha!!!shit...damn hungry now,never eat anything since morning then juz went to the gym...TIRED...later going Raffles City to buy bday present for papa..its his BDAY tmr!!probly the same old thing..SHIRT!Boring rite..i know but well..what can u get for a 60 yr old man!?
This whole week was quite ok...went clubbing with the gals on wed..didnt went last week as i was sick...mama was saying,never work then sick!!hahaha!!weather bad mah...not my fault...hehehe!!izaar juz msg me saying he's not wking there too...haiz..long story for him..probly meet up with him soon to gossip!hohohoh!!Duno what happen to jess lately..she seems so moody...val was telling me jess say she'll tell us wat happen when the time is rite...hmmm...really hope she's ok!!Rach went China...for 2 weeks!!!!!haiz.....w/o her ard so boring....nobody to go out with...RACH I MISS U!!!!!!ewww....so mushy rite...hahahahaahaha!!!(i still love men ok...)
wahh...2 more weeks to xmas!!really fast ya...before we know it,it'll be 2005!!scary how time flies man!!i'll be 23 next yr!!!!!!OH NO!!alright lah...23 sounds ok rite..hahahaha!!!val was asking me got any NY resolution...no man!!i have long not belive in that....but probly to get a new job..hahaa!!and to bring my friendship with the gers closer!!i think its the time of my life where i feel friendship's very impt to me..the support and stuff.All of us got friends..but friends that are with us thru the good & bad...not alot i would say...i've really learnt how to appreciate ppl and the gers are the few that i'll always treasure...Ewww....so mushy again!!haha!!
Alright lah...got other stuff to do..gota check my mails!!surf net...send resumes...and internet cafes charge by the hr lor!!cannot be so lor sor!!hahaha!!I"LL BE BACKKKKKKKKK....again!!*winkz*
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