15mins before the concert


JAY!!


izaar

SHITTY SITEC

will not be blogging that regularly after today already....got SITEC at expo..blardy hell..my wkend's burn again!!but Sat still gota go watch my Jay Chou concert!!hehe!!doing my hand-over today...go blardy expo in the afternoon....and for the next 4 days too!!SIAN!!But will get Monday off..tue come in to clear my stuff...Wed juz come get my pay-cheque & YEAHHHH i'm a free woman!!!hehehe!!!

The cloud of dust talked to Izaar ytd and ask why his mood seems so bad...coming into the office late lately..and he said because his morale's low.Me leaving and stuff..hehee!!so touched ya...told izaar i know he'll miss me!!HAhaaha *think skin*(Izaar said talking to him any longer he'll die lor!!hohoho i totally understand,talking to the cloud for more than a min will kill all ur brain cells lor!!) i'll seriously miss him(Izaar) too!!but told him as much as i do not like going Dunlop Rd but i'll try to go there one of the Weds to see him perform!!hahahahha!!he's such a retard..say if i really go he'll announce my name & tell the whole club i'm there!!& make sure the spot light's on me!!IDIOOT!


SMILE!!!!

The above pic was taken and sent specially to Jess coz we know she cant come out as she gota look after her beloved niece.....hehehe!!*ever evil us*

ytd met Val for gym...the steambath was cool man!!!SHIOK!!!hahaha!!!Val's crazy!!ask me next time go early in the morning like 7am!!as much as i wana workout but gym over Zzzz???NO WAY!!!afterwhich we met up with mic go dbO for a drink....the shot was GOOOOD!!!i like.....went Mdm Wong for a little while...ok lor...still the same but where the hell are the gers???its like a guy's club now lor...hmmm!!!hahaha!!me val and mic are up to no good again....we are in the PUNK'D mood again....*wink* (Mic if u r reading this....IT'S ON!!!!)

LAZY WED

bridget jone's soundtrack seems quite cool ah...saw the ad on telly...duno if i shd buy...like the song Everlasting Love by Jamie Cullum...hmmmmm....hahha!!watching the show next week anyway so will see how!

After work meeting Val...going gym then probly a drink...this week has been quite ok..either going home or gym after wk...nothing much,predict it'll be that way for the next 2 days....haiz!!that's what happens when one is super duper broke!!

i've been stoning for 5mins in front of my com not knowing what to write....how sad ya!!LIFE!!!LIFE!!!how much more boring can it get?!sometimes i really question myself...wat's my purpose on earth??wat's consider living our life to the fullest??i hear this all the time but wat exactly's the meaning of it?Fullest...wat is fullest?how we know its the fullest?alright...i'm not making sense again...

sometimes i wonder too...i'm only 22 but y do i seem like a slave for $$ already?!some ppl my age are still studying..enjoying what a 22 yr pld shd be enjoying...have the kinda freedom that they seem to be entitled to...wat Father William Goh said on sunday hit me again...ppl who yearn/pray for freedom will never ever get freedom...go think abt it..its a simple sentence but means alot...i never ask for freedom really coz i never felt that i'm deprive from any...i usually pray for peace...and to lessen the pride that i have in me.Prayer's a very personal thing ya...but guess its ok to share too!*winkz*

So sian!!duno where to go for lunch..me and izaar lazy to walk somemore!!but our sales director might drive us to Zion road for lunch...haha!!i'm very full..had heavy breakfast...doubt i'll have lunch lah...intend to go dinner b4 heading the gym..so will skip lunch!!damn......its only 12pm....already feeling so sleepy!*SNORE*

A Simple Nite Out

All the pictures were taken last Sat,Rach's bday!Rach's mouth kana scratched so it look abit like her mouth's bleeding...she's absolutely not happy abt it!hahahah!!!


Rach,Val,blur looking Xia & ME!


the background's quite eerie ya..


nothing better to do...


Jess's beloved niece!!

7 more days to Freedom!!

so sleepy....juz came back from lunch..i'm soooo full till i can explode,literally...!!stoopid izaar can still say "then can i poke u?"duhh.....

everyone ard me's down with the flu bug or coughing fits..aiyo!!really man!!its like EVERYONE lor!!probly of the bad weather...i've been having sore throat for the whole week too...

Model's down to the last 3!!like i say i already know who the winner is..but ytd's episode's cool!haha!!all real damn bitchy(incl the judges)!well...12 gers living under 1 roof wat do u expect?peace??wait long long!hahaha!!cant wait for next week's ep thou....think shandi cheated on her bf...saw the shots ytd

cant wait for Jay's concert this sat!!!hahaha!!rach msg me this morning saying dun forget to bring light sticks & posters!DUHHH!!!hahaha!!think i really some Jay fanatic ah....i'm not really into him...juz like his songs...in fact i cant wait for this week to pass!!!QUICK!!!

me & izaar really super slack mode lately...come into the office at 9.40...go smoking break also take like 15mins...chit-chat outside...play pool on msn...hahaha!!really heck care liao lor...leaving soon anyway....so really is like bo chap liao lor!!i know its very bad lah...but well WHO CARES!!!!

Was feeling kinda moody over the weekend,had a big argument with my mama..and the whole thingy really brought my morale level to the lowest...havent felt so down for the longest time..went Novena on sat and i'm certain Our Lady heard my plea..coz my prayers were answered the very next day,so i will attend Novena for the next 9 week...i know my determination level's zero but i REALLY would try...no promises but i WILL try...

Pictures Close to my Heart

like i said..i'm so into posting of pictures in my blog hahaha!!!!these are only a few...dun wana flood my blog with pics lah ya...*winkz*


the frds from church that will always be in my heart

The Guru & Moi

dear old Ben & Moi!

wat can i say abt Mishi??

Unknown Creature

its friDAYY!!but i'm damn broke....seriously badly broke!!the next few weeks i'll be a good mama ger..NO MORE LATE NITES,EAT AT HOME,NO MORE DRINKING...which also means...NO LIFE till my next pay!!*bUhuhu*

so sian...me and izaar juz upgrade our msn..where we can play really stupid sound effect and irritate the hell out of each other!!hahaha!!DANM FUNNY!!it'll only work if the other party has that feature too...he also damn attitude lately..come in office at 10am!!aiyo....that 'unknown creature' sitting behind him was asking me where is izaar...i ask blur say duno.haha!!i usually dun entertain ppl asking me stupid Q!we give our BDD director alot of nicknames..the latest being unknown creature!haha!!previously we'll call him cloud of dust..coz he's so irritating ARRGGHH!!!till he seems to have a cloud of dust above his head all the time(cloud is really an understatement)..wat else..oh ya!!D-A-H...DumbAss Harry..coz all his questions are like DAHHHH=Duhhhh...(izaar's irritating me with the pontianak song AGAIN!!!EWW!!!)

today after wk will head down to the gym...then home for dinner...broke man!tmr's rach's bday!!!hahaha!!!after so long...but it's not gona be anything like mine or val's lah...she'll juz have dinner at SHAVILLA!we both shatec grad but havent been there b4..hahaha!!go there see how our juniors are doing...if still up to standard!hohohoh!!its juz gona be me val rach and xia lah..u know after u past the 21 mark,bday is simply another day....SERIOUS!!gone are the chalets days,bbq,tonns of frds celebrating....LONG GONE!!!

WOOOWW!!i did it!!!

me & jess!!

jess & mic!

me & val!!

(left to right)Jess,Val,Mic & Moi!


OMG!!!i'm so blardy proud of myself!!!!!me this techno idiot actually manage to post pic onto my blog!!!WAHHH!!!!seriously i'm so proud of myself.....well i always know i'm pretty smart!!wahhahaha!!!juz when i was getting bored of blogging...haha!!trust me u'll see more pics man!!!THIS IS FUN!!!hahahah!!!*typical gemini*

alright all the above pics were taken last wed when we were out clubbing...alot more in fact but these are the 'clearer ones'.2 of the pics were actually featured on dbO webbie.cool ya....

hmmm...went drinking with jess & val at dbo last nite..a really short one lah..we left abt 10.30..mama was like so early today ah...haha!!wat's her problem?come back late also say..come back early also say...MUMS!!!

really in super duper good mood lately sia...so good till nothing quite pisses me off..*i hope*hahaha!!yeah..later going great world for lunch with izaar..so long never go there liao!!can eat duck rice!!got craving man!!since duno when....hahaa!!!alright!!will go look for more pics to post on my blog liao!!!

LAlaalala!!

lalala!!y can't there be a labour law stating we wk 4 days?then everyone will be a happier person ya!haha!!

let me recall wat i did over the long wkend...hmmm...i sort of forgotten wat i did on fri..ohh!!!met up with daphne!!haha!!went dinner then walk walk ard and stone at McCafe Lido till abt 11+...sat slack at home for the whole day..eat,sleep,watch telly...sleep again!hahaha!!!sunday went out with rach..went town then head to bugis to catch The Incredible..ermm...not quite my kinda show but its alright lah...wana watch Shutter thou!!it'll be out this week...seems scary!ytd...oh ya!slack at home AGAIN!hahaha!!!slept the WHOLE day..yes the whole day!!hmm....think i juz 'nua' for the past 3 days lor....SHIOK!

today wanted to go drinking with val but she might or might not make it....so juz keep my fingers cross lor...i'm really in lala mode these few days!!haha!!no idea y either!!probly its the festive season??its rach's bday this sat...FINALLY she's 22 like us...hahaha!!!haiz..time to go source for xmas pressies already!!in fact i already know what to get for the gers..juz gota buy 6 of the same & i'm done!!gota think what to get for xchange present now....can officially go shopping!hahahah!!!

have been meeting up with the gers alot lately...hahaa!!!i'm not complaining lah...rach was telling me her mum was saying she dun seem to have much frds except us..actually that's wat my mama always say too!mama keep saying 'ur lesbian ah?'duhh?!them over men??i really dun think so!!hahahah!!ok lah...dun need so many frds rite..juz need a few real gd ones & we can consider ourselves very bless!!hahaha!!!was msging val last nite & she said she wana relax abit for these 2 mths..k lah,she work so hard over the yr..wat is 2 mths of r&r?!that's the way to live life ya!!for me i'll be taking the whole of dec off to catch up with frds,really alot of catching up...hahaha!new job?alot of ppl asking me that...seriously no hurry man...i dun wana go into a job for the sake of doing so...probly will do part-time for half a yr bah...haha!!go back being a bartender...hmm...very likely...will update again!luckily i dun have a mama & frds that keep asking y never go find job & stuff...*heng*!hate it when the ppl ard me are overly concern abt me being jobless..duhhh...wat's wrong man!!i'm only 22 ya!!not 42!!

Selamat Hari Raya Adifitri

woww!!it's fri!!!haha!!work half day only some more...super good mood today..but feeling idiotic today too!haha!!FINALLY i'm the one pissing & irritating izaar..hahah!!he actually did a sign for me "IDIOT AT WORK" hahaha!!damn funny!

its a short week man!!on leave on wed..slack at home!!met up with the gers later at nite..ABSOLUTELY CRAZY!!!met up with jess 1st for dinner along md sultan..not too bad!!guess what time we were done?7.20pm!duhhh...still so early so we went to this pet shop near 7-11...didnt intend to go in TILL i saw 2 of my FAVEEEE dogs guarding the door..JACKY & GOLDIE!!haha!!as if its really their name..SO CUTEEEE!!!!we went in..played with them & DUN WANA COME OUT!haha!!we reach dbO at 8.10pm..DAMN EARLY!haha!!door still not open...yes we were the 1st AGAIN!!at least we got the seat we wanted...juz next to the ladies bar...had a few shots & waited for the rest...aiyo!!!SO JAM PACKED!!!cant even get a drink after 11!!wanted to go zouk but after some kind advices from a few frds who're already there..we decided not to & head to NB..Q was long but not as bad...we self entertain while waiting!!haha!!take pictures like nobody's business...its like some kids playing with camera phones for the 1st time!

We actually got a table!!not too bad...went to the platform with the gers...so pai-seh...haha!!coz so high mah..then stand rite in front facing ermm...ALOT of ppl..BUT think non of us really cared!haha!!the music was GOOD man!!but the crowd's ermmm....BORING....they're juz moving their head & looking at us lor..we r the only crazy ones,dancing & shouting like its our club..hahaha!!but nice...luckily never see familiar faces in the crowd..hahah!!!!after that proceed to a DAMN cannot make it club at central mall....shall not say more coz if i say its boring its REALLY boring...left the place at 5am...by that time all super cannot make it already...hahaa!!we all sat in front of MOM to flag cab & Mic LOCK...too bad i got no video cam to film what u did man!!u'll laugh sia!!!after Mic left there's this idiotic group of ang-mos in a cab that stopped in front of us...trust me i've never find ang-mos THAT irritating...cute but all a bunch of REAL IDIOTS!!

tmr got roadshow at millenium walk..sian!!sunday gota be there too!!!there goes my wkend..how nice!with sick face harry somemore...

HPless Day

forgotten to bring my hp today.....such a wrong day to not bring my hp...haiz!!& i really wana vomit blood 'guiding' my mama over the phone to check something for me on my hp...i so totally GIVE UP!

i'm feeling a little sick today....think i might be running a temperature...feeling a little feverish...i dun wana fall sick!!tmr is my drinking day!!!haiz....can i fall sick on fri instead?this wkend got roadshow at millenium walk...i dun wana go!!!so pls make me sick on fri!!!PLEEASE!!

went acid bar with rach & val last nite...haha!!when 3 gers are gathered...its gossip time man!!we got this really cosy corner seat...can juz sink in the sofa..!!b4 that we actually went indochine..but its not that fantastic lah!!that's y me & val say go acid bar...

duno if u guys do come across frd that like to boast alot..till its so part of their life and its no longer considered boasting!we have a frd like that and we wonder y muz she do that?i mean we are all frds ya...dun have to say things that are not true to make urself look u know..ermm...'in'?its like directing ur own film with ur own script & acting it out on ur own kinda thing....i'm totally fine with ppl like that one lah,as long as it doesnt affect me,i'll take it as listening to story lor...i need not believe but there's also no need to 'expose' that particular person either...afterall we're frds ya..

& how can we not talk abt MEN...yummy!hahah!!!we may be very close but yet we have very different taste when it comes to men!!val..she and her older men!only men above 30 will qualify to be her bf lor!!but not the uncle type ya..she got HIGH expectation k....REAL HIGH i mean...haha!!!for rach WE REALLY GOT NO IDEA!!we say given her 'unique' character & temper...all we can say is all the best to her future bf!!hahahah!!!for me...i'll definitely need a real man man ya...i can never accept a submissive men!NEVER..i got too much pride & character so i'll need someone who can take control of me..!SEE...3 diff kinda men...hahaha!!

damn..think i'm really falling sick...i'm feeling so drowsy & cold.....

Stop Spending $$!!

its............monday!damn....so blardy hot over the last 2 days!!!what's wrong with everyone today?its full attendance in the office!!at 9.40am?!hmmmm........anyway i was late..reach office at 9.20am..haha!!WHO CARES!

quite a weekend for me man!sat went town with mama..bought story books,a pair of jeans from topshop..NICE!then went mass with mama at St Joseph...nice church!!not so sure abt the priest thou...hahaha!!he speaks with a super thick indian accent..i swear i didnt catch a word he said during homily....sort of fell asleep...haha!!mama was like what did he juz said?hahha!bought a t-shirt from bugis village...only $12!!!gota go there again...thou its BLARDY HOT & CROWDED!!

ytd met up with rach,xia & zhihong!never see him for like 7 yrs??!!after we grad from sec sch..that was long ya!!he juz came back from aust...he pretty much look the same lah...went suntec marche for lunch..& never ever let rach go order food again man!!she order like she hasnt eaten for a month!!!eat so much till there's no room for dessert!!*sob*went to buy a pair of shoes from vnc..haha!!cheap & nice!we then shop shop ard...drive to east coast park...nice weather to suntan!hehe!!hang out and chat till abt 7pm...went ktv!!!hehehe!!left ard 10pm then had something to eat at food street...*yum*havent had such A weekend for a long time already....

meeting val for a drink after wk...i wana go New Asia...we'll see how later lah..we always change at the very last min...hahaa!!!was talking to rach ytd & was saying that we are very blessed to have this group of frds(only 4 lah) ard us..rach was saying she has a super bad attitude & find it very difficult to click with ppl but yet we can all click..or shd i say we all have attitude in our own way..if ppl who duno us will be like..Rach the anti-social sarcastic bitch..val the big eye pretty+'dao'stuck up ger,me the super skeptic+cynical+never open to others bitch,xia the super nice..anything also can ger..we are all so different YET we can be such good frds for soooo long!sometimes we wonder y too...hhaa!!

for me i feel is coz they are truly sincere & real...i mean some frds when they are attached they'll juz stick to their bf..go everywhere also bring bf..it can be quite irritating at times...that have never happen within us b4..we sort of draw the line quite clearly..they also always make the effort to meet up & keep this fellowship going...not giving the crap of busy,no $$ etc..even if they r busy or gota meet bf & cant meet up they will followup with a call the following week to arrange for a drink or something(i appreciate that ALOT!)..and most imptly they are very genuine..never trying too hard..able to take sarcasm lightly(so very impt)!!some ppl juz cant take that!!i dun understand y??!!when we get-together,we are open to opinions,having the freedom to say whatever we want to..not worrying if anyone of us will be offended coz we know that will not happen.its frds like that that allows us to grow & mature...thats what really matters at the end of the day....what's the point of having so many frds when most of them's redundant in ur life?....literally..

talk alot today ah...hahaha!!!monday mah..ususally got MORE things to do...& say!haha!!alright..gota go do my passover stuff liao...oh no..think its gona rain...

I'm sure its gona rain AGAIN!

sian...no plans for the weekend...actually have lah...going tim sum with the gers on sunday then going out with mama tmr..haha!!gg out with mama MEANS i'll have a walking atm ard with me..hehehe!!!she wana attend mass at St Theresa mah....so will go with her...i wana go Queensaway to print t-shirt as well..afterwhich probly go town 'walk walk'..SIAN TMR GOTA WK!!

hahaha!!so funny...ytd wanted to go eat western food with izaar,but when we reach the kopi shop...that store's CLOSED!hahah!!!so funny...no choice but to really fast...him i mean!but today we going concorde shopping centre to eat...its a super ulu place lah...so he will not be caught eating..DUHHHH!!

no plans for today...will go straight home after wk...will be home alone tonite coz mama going church...so will settle my own dinner...most probly is maggie lah..super lazy!!gona watch my korean drama again....hahaha!!!

took the same bus with my cool guy again this morning!!hahaha!!usually will not see him if i'm late..BUT i saw him!!hehehe!!he's wearing a deep pink T with jeans and THAT cool shades again...NICE....& & & he sat beside me on the bus!!!!OWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!i swear that he smells good..............

*Huiping - Haiz..its a long story,will tell u when we meet up next week k?dun really wana put it in the blog lah!i also wana slack at home lor!!!enjoy tai tai life..that is IF i have a sugar papa to support me man!!i'm waiting................*smilez*

i'm hungry!

it's official..i'll no longer be wking with my current company..last day will be 30 Nov!!haha!!long story so shall not blog...

went ktv with cindy last nite...cindy's my shitty face operations mgr's gf..no idea y he manage to find such a good lady!!haiz....poor cindy!

going hot yoga with rach later after wk...since lynn goh going SWIMMING...duhhh...haha!!i cant swim lah so it seem kinda boring!!izaar's really rubbish..he's fasting YET he smoke!duhhh....but he really never eat & drink lah...sian!!gota go lunch alone till after hari raya....

izaar juz msn me say wana go eat western food...hahah!!CRAZY guy!!still cannot resist temptation...hahaa!!i also quite evil lah...keep asking him to go...

so sian...no mood to blog..going for lunch..BYE

We're a Miracle

Here we are, safe at last
We can breath a sigh, seems the storm has passed
All our friends would ask us why with all that stood between us
Why did we even try no one know, imagined we could make it
But it only made us glad, we both believed...

All my life, I felt incomplete
But you turned my soul, with your love so sweetly
You hear my thoughts, you read my mind
You're the part of me, I thought I'd never find
No one I know can make me feel like you do
Hold me and I feel like I can fly...

The chance was so unlikely
That we would ever win
Two stars above the heavens
Destiny brought you to me

You and me, we're a miracle; meant to be
And nothing can change it
Mountains move
And oceans part
When they are standing in our way
You and me, we're a mircale;
Angels stand watching over
And heaven shines upon us, everyday

Its gona rain...AGAIN?!!

Izaar's on mc!!!!SIANNNN!!!!later gota go out man!!else staying in the office will be a torture!!!(already made plans to meet Rach & Xia for lunch..hohooho)

monday nite was alright...had dinner with mama at amk S11 then head to church.next week's Top Model will be exciting man!!they'll all be in tyra's new video..DANCING!!wah!!!way cool!!katie's finally voted out...ok lah,she's pretty BUT so whiny & such a cry baby!!my fave's still Sara...sian!!i already know who the winner is.......

have been msging jess this morning when i was in the train...forgot to bring story book lah..so nothing to do!haha!!was telling her we shd go catch a movie next week...sooo long never watch movie liao!dun quite enjoy watching movies but will never miss Brad Pitt's show...*winkz* Have been making alot of plans meeting up with these guys lately..clubbing+drinking aside lah...i mean a decent outing..shopping,dinner or juz chilling out.these are the ppl that i really treasure ALOT,so the least that i could do is to maintain this fellowship.I usually dun take the initiative to ask ppl out BUT there're exception!cant wait for our buffet dim sum this sunday..xmas party & our NY countdown!!!!i simply love yr end man!!!

Its already 10.20am but i'm still alone in the office!!alright lah..i'm not complaining....but w/o izaar ard in the office...it can get quite boring...or shd i say VERY!!

Damn...it's gona rain AGAIN!!!!

I love SPONGEBOB!!!

there's this poll on the morning show(98.7).."are s'porean men attractive?"hmmm.....i would love to dedicate a whole page of my blog on this man!!But guess i better not....hahaha!!!its Monday so dun wana be so evil....alright we shall not touch on their fashion taste but really...they lack a thing call charisma.Its quite tough to find a true gentleman ard anymore man!!not like there were any to start with!*evil laugh*

its payday today!!!was telling izaar that i'm damn farking broke!!gota pay this pay that...sian!!!he's not any better lah..hari raya coming,gota give parent extra..blah blah!!he said something real funny,his cousin & AUNTIES are making babies like they are making cakes...hmmmmm!!!

my wkend was damn boring!!sat was pretty much wasted doing redundant stuff...spend the whole sunday ZZZ!!!i really did!woke up at 11am...watch abit of telly...mum bought lunch...slept again at 1pm...woke up at 7+...had dinner....watch telly till 10 then back to Zzzz!!hahaha!!but still tired today!mama juz changed the sports channel to cartoon!!YEAH!!!got nick,cartoon net & disney channel!!!i can watch cartoon for the whole day lor!!!SPONGEBOB!!!!!!!!!

gota really start saving $$ already...going bkk next feb...& i wana start a small business with xia xia..SOON i hope!hahah!!!haiz...not in the mood to blog so will talk abt this another day..& LYNN GOH SPENT $220 doing her hair!!!!!!!OMG!!!

damn...gota face shitty face Harry again!