Saturday, March 31, 2007

Sat & i'm @ Wk

Sad rite.....Sat yet still gota wk *yawn*

Reached hm @ abt 2.30am last nite, was @ The Clinic with my ex SAFRAIANS! had lots of fun but the drinks there..hmmm, not that solid but well its free so =# Will upload the pixs next week.

This is a short week for me as i was on 3 days MC, very very bad sunburnt! Now i look like i kana skin diesease (choi!) but honestly i do lor! *Super Disgusting*

**YAWNNN** 2.5hrs to go........

Wednesday, March 21, 2007

記得

Liza bought Ah-Mei's compilation CD during lunch and one of the song's 記得. Brought back lots of gd & bad memories......but i still love this song..alot.

誰還記得 是誰先說永遠的愛我
以前的一句話 是我們以後的傷口
過了太久 沒人記得當初那些溫柔
我和你手牽手 說要一起走到最後
我們都忘了 這條路走了多久
心中是清楚的有一天 有一天都會停的 
讓時間說真話 雖然我也害怕 
在天黑了以後 我們都不知道會不會有遺憾
我們都累了 卻沒辦法往回走
兩顆心都迷惑 怎麼說 怎麼說都沒有救 
親愛的為什麼 也許你也不懂 兩個相愛的人
等著對方先說想分開的理由
誰還記得 愛情開始變化的時候
我和你的眼中 看見了不同的天空
走的太遠 終於走到分岔路的路口
是不是你和我 要有兩個相反的夢
我和你手牽手 說要一起走到最後

Tuesday, March 20, 2007

Work

Work - Physical or mental effort or activity directed toward the production or accomplishment of something.

The question is, will there ever be an end to that something?I've been wondering, why are we working so hard? I dare say for a good 60% of our life? *pathetic*I've concluded some reasons why we have to work: past time, $$, satisfaction, responsiblity.

I admit i complain & grumble ALOT when it comes to working, but to be honest, i CAN be happy and surprisingly i enjoy the work then complain cycle. Ppl always think i seem to be very free @ wk but actual fact is..I'M NOT! Guess its juz the mentality, i multi task ALOT @ wk...chat, type email, write proposal, surf net all at the same time, NO PROBLEM! I do have my fair share of stress (who doesn't?!) but i dun care. My motto in life...Be Happy. I work for $$, to be able to spend & stay happy. Not exactly the best habbit to have but come on, life's short. We are the master of ourselves, so cant let anything/one/else control us but us. 1st 20 yrs controlled by parents, next 20 by employer, that's 40 yrs gone! Sad isnt it? Only the Big Guy up there have got all the right to do so....

Realised i cant handle 'responsibility' very well, hate it but guess it comes with our age ya. 24 yrs old, so 24 yrs of responsibilites..haiz! Anyway!

Sometimes i wonder if its because i'm a Gemini? Hmmmmmmmm....(excuses)

~~Most Gemini have a keen, intuitive, sometimes brilliant intelligence and they love cerebral challenges. But their concentration, though intense for a while, does not last. Their mental agility and energy give them a voracious appetite for knowledge from youth onward, though they dislike the labor of learning. They easily grasp almost everything requiring intelligence and mental dexterity, and are often able to marry manual skills to their qualities of mind. Their intellect is strongly analytical and sometimes gives them so great an ability to see both sides of a question that they vacillate and find it hard to make decisions. If faced with difficulties, they have little determination to worry at a problem until they find a solution - they will pick the brains of others.
In love they are fickle, not intentionally so but because of the basic inconsistency of their emotional nature, which has an amoral aspect to it. Their is a side to Geminians which can become deeply involved emotionally, and another, hostile to sentimentality, which stands back from a romantic situation, laughing at it and the protagonists in it, including themselves while analyzing it intellectually. Gemini subjects take nothing seriously. So, in love, in spite of their temporary depth of feeling, for the intensity of involvement lasts only while it is new, they are superficial, light-hearted, cool, flirtatious and unimaginative in the understanding of the pain they may give others. They like intrigue, the excitement of the chase, but once they have caught the prey, they lose interest and look around for the next creature to pursue. In less serious situations they make witty, entertaining companions, good acquaintances rather than friends. Even at their worst they are never dull - there is usually playfulness below the surface, and they can be brilliant conversationalists. ~~


Lately have been asking myself what i want in life, what's my goal, what i wana achieve in 5 yr's time, am i happy with life now? I duno really..i cant even answer 1 of the questions i asked.

**yawn** its raining....its a SIGN!!a sign for me to go to zzzz...*snore*

Tuesday, March 13, 2007

Finally Gotten a New Radio!



Super cute rite?!haha!got this on ebay @ $14.My radio @ the office's spoilt & i really really cant do w/o music. The past week was ARGHH! & Liza's CDs didnt really help....but i really love this!hehe!!*happy happy* juz got from the buyer this evening, so bringing it to the office tmr! hehe! *blink*

Monday, March 12, 2007

Boring Monday

*yawn*

BLOG: an online diary; a personal chronological log of thoughts published on a Web page; also called [Weblog]

Hmmm....i'm considering not blogging anymore since i cant write whatever that comes to my mind anymore. Cant vent my angry/fustrations..cant grumble..

ANYWAY! my weekend was alright, nothing much. At least managed to catch up on my zzzz...*shiok* As usual, was late for wk again this morning..haha! wanted to go Mac to buy ice milo but yes..lazy...there's always a long Q in the morning & the fact that i'm already late, so forget it! haha!

Juz finished the last drop of my Romance perfume this morning (it was a sample bottle lor). Think will ask if mama wana sponsor...whaha! *pathetic*

Haiz...lazy + not in the mood to say much today so ciao!