ya...y am i here?y am i such a cry baby lately?i always have been but so much so that i've been crying myself to sleep for the past few days. i no longer am the happy and chirpy vic..yes...no longer...where's the old me?i have no idea....will i sink into depression?pls let me be if that allows me to escape from reality for that little while....
Where and wat's my motivation in life?there's no meaning in life anymore...am i asking for too much?everything & anything?maybe i am....but life is not worth living anymore..Dear Lord...bring me to You now...tonight if u want....if You do love me then dun let me be alive tmr.........
