Tuesday, October 05, 2004

Who am i?

*sigh* its monday AGAIN!did not blog for 3 days...lets start from fri..went wala with jess & val..one word..sucks!for the whole nite only had a glass of black russian..how sad's that man!but the live band there's good ya...the bartender's super friendly too..other than that the rest sucks!

had gastric on sat..so took mc and slept for the WHOLE day..yes..whole day..from the moment i got home on fri morning ard 2am to 7pm on sat...had dinner then went back to sleep till sunday morning!hahah!!its damn shiok man!!!

sunday was alright..as usual went church in the morning afterwhich caught white chix at j8!damn funny but quite a crappy show.went amk s11 with daph to meet up with bernard for dinner.we sat there to chat till abt 11.30pm!haha!!but it was all good..

topic that we shared during class ytd was "Who am i"...hmmmm...quite a chim topic really,coz for a matter of fact how many of us truly know who we are??& r we really who we think we are?not too sure abt that man....well who am i?optimistic is always wat i use to describe myself.... but sometimes too op till it seems like i heck abt everything ard me...hahaha!!& i'm no worry-nut coz i always feel its a waste of time..i got this really lay back attitude which...hmmmm..duno if its gd or bad man!bottomline,i like who i am now...being consistent is a diff thingy altogether..after coming out to THE wking society long enough...we learn to wk smart man!sometimes being too stubborn sticking to our so call values is a slow suicide!i'm not saying we have to put on a fake front or be hypocritical all the time but like it or not its juz how things are outside our world!others might chose to differ but well one juz gota wait,learn & see......

I never quite enjoy talking to ppl who have not stepped into the wking society coz some of them are simply so naive!thinking that everyone & everything will go their way and they can always be who they are.HELLUUU...we are talking abt the REAL world lah..worse part is some degree holders will think that juz becoz they have a so call U degree..they will be given 'special grant' or something..MY FOOT!!wait long long lor!

damn....gastric pain again.....izaar on mc today also..sian!!!


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