being the typical gemini...i get bored of things easily & yes i'm getting bored of blogging too!!well we'll juz see how long more i can blog k....hehehe
another rainy morning....Zzzzz!!!raining=gloomy?i beg to differ!!not too sure abt the frds ard me thou..juz gota know that a good frd of mine broke off with her bf...its always sad to hear things like that...but well Life goes on ya...i'm always lost for words when i hear these kinda thingy..nothing we outsiders can do either..words of comfort?crap...emotional support?how??all we can do is juz lend a listening ear ya...talking too much is simply adding probs to prob....
guess no one on earth can quite predict wat's gona happen in the future..a couple can be all lovey dovey at one pt of their life but who knows??i've learnt to never say never...(yes..i'm being a skeptic again)some things are simply beyond our control...after the end of my 1st relationship some 6 yrs ago!!i've told myself to never expect too much from a relationship..we can say SO much and plan SO much but the higher we go..the harder we fall...all the i love u,i'll never leave u,i'll never have a change of heart..CRAP!!at the end of the day only comes disappointment...after 3 failed relationships,i came to realise that its strange how Love can turn into hatred then into disappointment...
till now i still do not understand..why love when ultimately we'll end up being disappointed?with ourselves..with our partner...with Love?seriously i duno if i can still love like i did before.One can say i'm selfish but who isnt...true love is rare but i kinda doubt if it truly exist...sometimes its the simpler things in life that is tough to find...But once again,who can truly say that they know or understand what Love is?it all comes down to how & wat our heart tells us....
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True love does exist but it is very rare. I do get bored blogging but i try to vent all my frustrations in it. It has become a personal diary of mine holding my darkest secrets....
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