Oh man..moodswing again...yes i know its fri(so?!)..& no its not pms..juz plain MOODY...
The truth always hurts ya....know what i mean?the straight in ur face kinda truth.The know but yet dun quite know kind...& ultimately picking up the pieces then *bang*!The after effect can be a little too much for one to accept ya..alright,once again i've got no idea what the hell i juz said.
There are sooo many thoughts growing & running in my pwwuny head!!it has been going 180km/hr since last 2 mths!!its crazy man!its one of those things u really wana share yet dun really feel like sharing with the wrong person...i dun like to share personal stuff with ppl who are so...hmmmm...or put it this way...i enjoy sharing with like-minded ppl which..well not alot ard ya!and i'm really not someone that will call or take the initiative to open up myself & blah blah blah my probs...really not me man!yes...its the wk of my pride & ego again....
In the meantime its probly only to izaar that i'll share really deep...well i see him practically 6 days a week man,wat u think!!he truly understands & well probly its a guy's thing lah...they always see the bigger picture that gers dun...& that really helps...simplify things i guess,no idea!at times it'll boil down to u wondering where the fark's everyone when u need them.so near yet so far kinda feeling....exactly how i'm feeling right now!browsing thru ur phbook yet wonder...who shall i msg.....SUCKS!
Everybody make mistakes from time to time ya...so do i!But mistakes that will make u regret for life?probly not many....how on earth do we deal with that?!wo bu zhi dao!!!i'm not feeling lost..confused maybe...& the thought of how stupid & ignorant we can get at times..making impulsive decisions then end up regretting!!YES THAT'S ME!!that sucks man!!big time!!Arrghh!!!!!!
Have been attending Novena lately...never had the habbit to but juz have the urge..did not pray for anything in particular...juz attend..that's wat my mama have been telling me..pray to our Lady more....our Mother's always there to help..i sincerely hope so....
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