jess finally gave birth to baby josh ytd!the joy i saw on her face was simply unbelievable....as much as she looked really in pain and tired...the happiness and joy was way too empowering.Will never understand that YET of coz...but i truly am able to share her joy.....AND BABY JOSH's SOOOO CUTE!!so small yet so big...knw wat i mean....
Might go visit her at her place sometime later this week and cant wait to see baby josh again....he looks so much like jimmy!!jess IS disappointed but well...who cares!!he's a healthy baby and that's all that matters.....will keep both jess and josh in my prayers.Once again u cant help thanking HIM for creating new life....all the Angels watching over us each day....how miraculous isnt it?A life being born juz like that...i NEVER fancy kids but seeing all the new born at the hospital ytd,it was amazing...the anxious yet joyous faces of the new parents...simply amazing....it juz make one smile from within,and for once i truly understood that statement.
How Jess changed over the last year or so....from our non stop clubbing...endless shots,puffing the nite away,dancing like no tmr....to putting a stop to everything,healthy lifestyle,marriage,wedding,to having a baby.Sometimes i really believe women are indeed stronger than men in many way...well maybe not physically but mentally we really are.We seem to have no limits...thou men always feel we have!our limits can ALWAYS be extended somehow or rather...unlike men.Alright...this can go on & on...
Was off ytd,today still feeling so stress at wk....no idea y either.Going to wk's a drag lately.....like what i wrote in my letter to Val,my only console in life now is the wkend.The only thing to look forward to each week...how sad rite?So if my wkend's bad..that's it.I so wana juz rest and do nothing,really nothing...nothing to look forward to...if only time can stop for juz a day...juz one day....a stressfree day...a brainless day.......i'm dying......telling myself that since duno when...i'm so tired...mentally and physically...i really am!Dear Lord....help me...
Going to IKEA with Aishah tmr.....wanted to go there since duno when also...thought wanted to go today...but well...dun wana talk abt it.Shall go with Aishah tmr after wk..since its SOO near my wkplace...no idea what i wana get but IKEA seems like a stressless place....
Think i'm having the flu bug and coughing fits....would be cheering before but not now.....so cant fall sick!so many deadlines to meet..intense pressure at work..like what winnie said during lunch today...we can die but cant fall sick coz taking mc will be an excuse and at the end of the day its not the number of days u wk but the things u accomplished....HOW SAD YA!!dun feel loved somemore.....as much as i know i shouldnt be saying this.Well....i'm tired....really am....nite....can i not wake up tmr?i hope so......
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