There's so much building up in me now...or should i say its over the yrs.So much emotions in me,so many things i wana express but cant do it,never could and never seem to now either. Some ppl couldnt understand me in the past and i believe HE cant too at this very moment...
I dun think ever in my life have i short-change anyone.I may not give my best but at least i try my best. Especially ppl close to me...ppl whom i really have been thru thick and thin with. Rach,Mic and Val especially...we dun have to say much but deep down we know what we've been thru..the good,the bad,tears,joy...arguments at times....but never did we doubt each other's intention. We may not have been thru everything in life but at least i know i can count on them..anytime.
Why am i not feeling the same with him?Have been feeling that for awhile...but it was all confirmed tonight.I may not be the best person in this world but i'm sure i wouldnt be the worst.If ppl cant even picture me as someone whom they can depend on in the long run..then i'm such a failure isnt it?Probly i really am....
It took me awhile to come out of my Vic's World..was it a wrong move?I have nothing to offer but my heart....if anything else is required...i'm sorry but i guess i'll have to return back to Vic's World...juz me and me alone....dun bother abt me....and leave me alone......
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