My dear Vic, I know you will be reading this. I know you dont feel comfortable talking about what had been bothering and haunting you and hence, I have refrained myself from asking you. And another part of me is just so afraid to see you breaking down in front of me. Though I know I would wipe your tears, give you a big hug and tell you everything is gonna be fine. But yet, I know I would feel so damn hurt and I wont brush off the possibility that I might just drop my tears together with you. It just hurts my heart to see my close friend so down. Girl, I dont know what more can I do for you, all I can say is everything is gonna be fine, just open up your heart and embrace everything with two open arms. Alway remember, I am just eight numbers away. Just a ring and I will be there for you, be it a phone conversation, a drinking session or a heart-to-heart talking session.Be strong, girl. Look at me, I had stood strong and so must you! Loving you loads always. *hugs*
gota start off by thanking my DEAREST CLOSEST TO MY HEART MIC...hahaha!!that was wat u said to me too ya....yes..i will definitely read ur blog..really touched..thanks for respecting me and choosing not to probe & question me..no worries i'm doing fine...i juz need time..lots of it....feeling very insecure abt alot of things...probly uncertain...i honestly juz need time...i'll be strong!*smile* y cant ppl close to me be more understanding like u??no doubts in me...i dun have to say anything yet u know i how feel....
Do everything have to spelt out clear for the other party to truly know how u feel??somewhere in me i'm feeling sad & disappointed...ppl doubting my feelings,my trust and committment level,and thinking i'm taking somebody for granted....really sad to hear all these.Dun one listen with their heart anymore??shdnt we be following our heart??haiz.....honestly duno man!i'm lost again....yes...vic's lost...
i want my dose of alcohol.....badly!!!and fark i'm sick agian....stopid cough coming back...with its best friend....FLU.....
really tired...gota go sleep....and Mic...thanks!love u too!pls continue to give me that kinda support k?*smile*
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