Tears stream down my cheeks after hanging up the phone....juz couldnt help it.....especially so when i know he'll never know.......
Tried very hard to be the understanding ger for the past few weeks....but realised i'm not that good at it.......not even close.......but i know i tried.....i really did....this is the best i can do....which is nothing.....
Having this gastric cramp....cant relax...have this 'crampy'/'burning' feeling.....cant eat too full..yet cant go hungry....have been feeling shitty for the whole day...cant take mc coz i got so many things to follow up...thought wanted to tmr but got meeting...then got all my datelines to meet.....WELL!!at least i know mama cares for me....ask me how i am 1st thing in the morning,made me breakfast,called to ask if i got eat lunch...then called again to ask if i'm ok,cook sucky porridge for me....at least i know someone cares......
meeting the gers tmr for dinner!!will try to make more time for them....maybe meeting rach for movie or something over the weekend....since i'm not wking on Sat..
Have been thinking alot tonight and finally get my priorities right.........i muz never rely on anything or anyone too much...probly that's the reason i'm feeling like i do now......Yes..Vic is thinking.....alot....cant be that emotional baby anymore........
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