i'm dead

ARSENAL WON!!!!!YIPPPPIEEE!!!!~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Did roadshow for the WHOLE FUCKING DAY...i'm seriously tired....or shd i say i'm dead....my shoulder,neck,and back's killing me.....yes...killing me...so many times i feel like crying coz the pain's so unbearable and damn irritating me...i so cannot take it!it feels like i was beaten on my back by 20 guys!lower back's sooo irritating me...now even the shoulder!!URRRGGHHHH.......

so pain till cant sleep again.....i so hate this...so fucking tired yet the pain is ARRGHH!!wat i'm a little disappointed is that uncle toh never seem to understand that...................he always tries to but many a times his expression juz give him away........duno if he ever realise but that expression always makes me hate myself.i feel so obligated to do many things and if i fail to i'll be so upset with myself.......i so hate this feeling.........i'm feeling it tonight again......i really dun like the feeling of being forced into doing things i dun like to....but i have been feeling that way for the past 2 weeks......

Haiz...hungry....its already 3.20am!no choice...juz gota go sleep and hope my pain and fear will go away......the pain's so bad till i dun even feel like waking up.....