Underappreciated

Christina Aguilera - Underappreciated
What happened to those days when you used to be compassionate
Caring what I thought and said
So attentive gentleman
Now it's hard to turn your head away from the TV set
Taking me for granted lately
Frankly, it's gotta quit

I feel underappreciated
'Cause you know what I'm talking about I say
I'm feeling underappreciated
For all the time and effort I have put in this commitment

Back to the beginning, to the very beginning
When our love was something new
Back when romance was important
Not just another thing to do


Usually feel very happy to pack my stuff on Fridays coz i can go stay @ my ' wkend house'. But lately usually by 2pm or after talking to dumb Toh (whichever's earlier), i'll feel like going back to my own hse instead & start thinking...y am i wasting time waking up early just to pack my stuff...today especially...in fact this whole week..sucky! if not because my aunty's coming over tonight, i probably would not go over.....

Y is it that on Sundays he can spend half the day playing basketball & i gota do all the housework?? did not do the housework last sunday & the clothes (correction, HIS clothes) are piling up....& so what if i do all that??not like he'll say anything nice or wat. Promised to spend 5mins a day talking to me everyday (sad rite?5 pathetic MINUTES!!)+ HE's THE ONE THAT INITITATE THIS IDEA! but ever since the day he said that till now...never happened b4. His S.O.P when he gets home....EAT, watch TV, ZZZ! weekend, SAME! when i asked him abt his 5mins conversation, he said he's tired, BUT!! TV's on....what the f**K rite? then when he's on the bed, he'll ask me to talk, WITH HIS EYES CLOSED! super F**K rite?! haizzz....shitty. I left in the middle of the night, the next morning...he juz treat it as nothing happened. DUHH!! super duper *FUCK* rite?

He said coz now he's back to site, ask me to be understanding..fuck off lah. I tried and failed,so too bad. its official, we wouldnt be doing anything on Vday (as informed by him) but not like i care anyway. He confiscated some stuff from me last week..somewhere in me i'm super angry but my mind's telling me...its not a bad thing after all...so again...whatever lah, as long as he's happy! FUCK! Vic Vic..gota be firm! u can survive it all!!

Yes, fuck's the word i said all the time now. Cant be bothered, he can do what he wants lah....i'm gg back to wk liao...FUCCCK!