Sunday, September 04, 2005

y am i here on earth?

ya...y am i here?y am i such a cry baby lately?i always have been but so much so that i've been crying myself to sleep for the past few days. i no longer am the happy and chirpy vic..yes...no longer...where's the old me?i have no idea....will i sink into depression?pls let me be if that allows me to escape from reality for that little while....

Where and wat's my motivation in life?there's no meaning in life anymore...am i asking for too much?everything & anything?maybe i am....but life is not worth living anymore..Dear Lord...bring me to You now...tonight if u want....if You do love me then dun let me be alive tmr.........

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Hey girl, dont be silly. What happened? Maybe your work stress is making you too paranoid and pressurized. At times when things are not working out the way you want it to be, just take a deep breath and take things slowly and easy. Dont be too hard on yourself. I want back the cheerful and chirpy Vic who puts on a smile. Dont let such intangible things get you down. You are someone tougher! Get a grip alright. See ya this Wednesday. We shall relax and forget all worries on that night.

Luv, Mic