stayed home the whole day today....didnt even go to church....gota go confession next sat...bu huhu(mama kept nagging)
managed to pack my room today..hahha!!not a fantastic job but STILL!!packed and came across some stuff that brought back many memories..sms Hanse a while ago and got the good news that he'll be getting married soon.bitter-sweet for me thou...sincerely happy for him that he has found his true happiness,yet on the other hand a little disappointed.Guess that's life ya..what's urs will never run and wat's never to be urs will never ever be.....i've learnt that the hard way,very hard.Its such an ironic feeling,when a couple's in a relationship,they'll say/plan so much for the future,wat to expect together..blah blah....then at the end of the day u see the other party end up with another gal/guy..its simply an awkard feeling..if that's the word to use.Have been saying very cliche stuff lately but well..if u truly love someone,u would want him/her to be happy,be it with u or someone else.REAL TOUGH but life sometimes juz leave us with not much choices...
gota head to the gym tmr!slack for the whole week so tmr gota buck up!hahah!!will go chinatown 1st to get some CDs...wana get the Jay Chou live in concert.Finally no work this week so better do the stuff i wana do man!!After chinatown will go gym..then do some last min shopping!hahah!!wana get shoes!!!
like i mention in my last few blogs...did ALOT of thinking lately...shared some,kept some...thinking abt my journey thru life...i wouldnt dare said i've been thru alot but definitely enough to reflect.Wat i thought were impt to me in the past are no longer impt anymore...and vice versa.One very big issue's $$...it can no longer satisfy me.I'll be slapping myself if i'm to say its not impt..but surely not THAT impt.Wat Rach always say to me,if a prob can be solved using $$..it'll no longer be called a prob.How true isnt it?but yet there're so many things in life that cant be bought or be solved using $$!can we buy back time??How i wish...(i really do!)but we cant..$$ can only bring us happiness from the outside in...its true happiness that comes from the inside out.A very cliche sentence again...Bread or Love?i would definitely chose bread in the past...but now?Love....guess i need not explain any further..material over emotions??nahh...not for me!bread & Love..both happiness ya..but bread satisfy us from the outside in..Love??its only emotions that comes from the inside....seriously...how many of us can really find true love???i believe i had,but yet i allow it to slip thru my fingers.....
Lord,will you bring him back into my life again?I'm sure regret's a form of punishment for me from You...but i truly ask You Lord to give me a 2nd chance.......if only You are listening to my prayers....Amen
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