Thursday, January 06, 2005

2005 better be good!

heheh!!juz bought the jackie chuang's new cd..so nice!!i like 'ai wo bei zho'!!lalalalaa!!!me fave song of all all time man!!

going jb with mama tmr....havent been there for a long time man!!suppose to go with mag but well she cant make it this week....haiz....k lah...go with mama means got walking atm!!wahahaha!!!shoes shoes here i come!!!

there goes 6 days of my 2005....had my 1st drink at acid bar with rach ytd..hahhaa!!!stupid me ya...got free flow at dbo dun go went acid bar instead!mic if u r reading this...next week k?hehehe!!my 1st movie of 2005..Meet the Fockers!DAMN funny!!!hahahha!!Asss-HOOOle...hahahahahahaha

think at this moment there's only 1 thing in our mind...jess's wedding!!THE BIG DAY!!!hahaha!!since we are the bride's maid..we gota doll ourselves up..gota get new clothes!!trust me its even more impt than chinese new yr!!hahahaha!!!really cant wait...its the 1st time one of my close frd's getting married and being so involved in it feels great!

have been thinking..wat have i done for 2004?honestly i have no idea...like my msn nick, 2005 better be good!!i'm praying hard.....before i know it i'll be turning 23...such a bitter sweet number..its my fave age..y i have no idea..i juz wonder at times...wat are some other 23 yr old doing..wat have they accomplish in life?and looking back on myself....sucks ya...so i shall not go there...not even close!

Guess in life we can only look forward and not look back...too many things to reflect and regret..my life have been full of regrets(how sad)..decisions that i juz wonder y?!decisions made where at the end of the day i juz feel like kicking myself...VIC!!y do that for!?or VIC!!y say that?!i duno..i really dun....and i'm talking abt decisions that i really might regret for the rest of my life....but well!!wat's done is done..wat's said is said....at times ppl and time really make me come back to reality...was talking to mic last nite and she said time can heal(think again)...it don't seem the case for me....it really don't...time is simply not at my advantage..the longer the time..the deeper the hurt....maybe its all these lessons learnt that made me who i am now.Always think before i speak or act.Coz i know there's no longer room in my heart for any more regrets....not even abit

OK!!!!shall not go into the chim chim things in life!!hahah!i've been repeating the same song for the last half and hr!!time to go bom bom and watch telly!!!hahaha!!*enjoy*

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