Pls take wat i say more seriously

I hate it when i'm not taken seriously when i am! Just because i had a few drinks doesnt mean i'm talking nonsense can?! Things are already difficult for me and i know it is for u too, juz becoz i dun voice out doesnt mean everything's ok. Its all becoz of u that i'm convincing myself everyday that things will be ok...let me tell u I'M NOT!